so this sucks....

yep, I fell off the bandwagon for a little while, and it shows. I weighed myself this morning, and I wanted to cry. I am back up to 316.1lbs. This week though I have been trying alot more to consciously watch what I am eating! I am so proud of myself I cooked dinner 3 days in a row! Big accomplishment for me. and one of the nights we had a delicious Chicken Salad with cucumbers and carrots and cheese and this super yummy dressing called green goddess. It's a kraft dressing, it's amazing! Anyways, I am going to sign up for a biggest loser challenge with my Bestie amber and her mom on july 31st. We all put in 20 bucks and they try to get 20 people to join. Then we all have to work out, eat better, and lose weight. At the end of 3 months, we all weigh in and the person with the highest percentage of weight loss wins the pot, which if there is 20 people, it's about 400 bucks :). I hope this will give me the extra motivation I need to get busy on the weight loss.
We have had quite a few stresses lately and honestly, I can say that is the most likely cause of my weight gain. I know I eat more crappy foods and more often when I am feeling overwhelmed and stressed. We are moving this weekend and next, and then we have made a decision to do something that is both going to hurt and benefit us financially, and hopefully after all of this my stress will be alleviated tremendously.I will try to post more often, it's just so hard to find time in this wild ride we call life!

Chuggin along!

Well I haven't busted through yet, but I am only 3 pounds from hitting the below 300 goal I started with! If only I had some time to get to the gym that would help, but I am proud to say I just finished my yummy salad with cucumbers and some shredded cheese, and a chicken breast! I am really trying! I want to be prepregnancy weight before may 16th!!!!!! I So officially I am at 303.2lbs, so I am gonna get there! I have to get to 293 to be preprego weight! I need someone to root for me! thanks for reading!

Wow where has the time gone....looks like I am the biggest Loser, cuz I didn't even get close to losing 20lbs this month...as a matter of fact I do believe I haven't gained nor loss, could be better or could be worse. I really need to start trying harder though, maybe when we get taxes back I will buy myself an elliptical so I can't have the excuse that there is no time to go to the gym lol. Not too mention being strapped for money and bills piling up it's hard to focus on losing weight. We are also planning a wedding that should be happening on May 16th! I just have so much going on, and I am a really bad emotional eater, so it has been a challenge to avoid eating things just out of boredom, or due to stress.

Happy Holidays! :)

I have not been on in a while as it has been a busy month, just trying to get through the holidays. I have been working lots as well. I just wanted to post that I am still working on eating better and exercising, and I weighed myself yesterday and was 307.6lbs, so that means I have lost another 7 lbs since Nov 19th! GO ME! it is not easy thats for sure, but atleast I am about 10lbs from prepregnancy weight now, and me and noel are betting that if I lose 20lbs by Jan 31st he will owe me $100 and if I don't, well he will be a $100 richer! So I think its about time to whip out the atkins diet :), that always produces a pretty good result fairly quickly. But anyways I hope everyones holiday season was blessed with health and happiness and of course family! I will try to post more often, I always forget cuz I get to busy!